i feel peaceful today, despite my strange dreams... lordy, they were odd ones.

i am enjoying this new board where i can post about religion. i fear i am enjoying it too much. i just want it to be busier. more debate! More! More!!!

yes. i can argue with fundimentalists of any sort until i am blue in the face. i went to a fundimentalist christian school for five years. i've had the fundimentals of fundimentalism drilled into my head so clearly it's frightening, culminating in my exorcism at 17 after my best friend sensed the devil in me.

meh. enough of that.

in other news, my take-two crochet project is in fine, superior form this time around. looking much better all round. go team me, go!

i am neglecting uni. this is stupid. work. need to do uni work.
would much rather crochet.

oh cherry beer, you temptress you.

for some reason, i was inspired to stay up until erm, two in the morning, watching SBS. it was beautiful. i should do it more often.
i think the beer and drunkness and crocheting a doily contributed to my desire to watch TV all night. this means doily gets rows undone the next day.

inspector rex, however, is tv at it's finest.

however, i am Proud of my doily. it is soothing. and i need to knit more of my jumper.

all this stash flashing is making me ashamed of my itty bitty stash. i usually only buy what i am going to knit into something. hm. do i want to go and buy the SnB crochet book? amazon, you are tempting me..... stop it. Stop it.

i am going mad trying not to scratch my stomach. ichy, ichy healing skin...arght!
and i feel sort of almost hungover.

my secret crochet project is going super good-ly...

my cousin is having a party tonight. i want to stay home and burrow into bed, to be completely honest. i dont feel like seeing the people i know will be there. however, i would do anything for N, and that includes going to a party full of mutual un-friends. but, as co-worker just suggested, i should "open myself up to just having a 'time' rather than a good time or a bad time"... A is wise.

and, i am exhausted for no apparent reason.
honestly, i am struggling to keep my eyes open here, behind my little counter. let alone provide effecient service.

i want to go and finish "lucky" i sort of have to cut it up with smaller projects... but i want to finish it...