i am going mad trying not to scratch my stomach. ichy, ichy healing skin...arght!
and i feel sort of almost hungover.

my secret crochet project is going super good-ly...

my cousin is having a party tonight. i want to stay home and burrow into bed, to be completely honest. i dont feel like seeing the people i know will be there. however, i would do anything for N, and that includes going to a party full of mutual un-friends. but, as co-worker just suggested, i should "open myself up to just having a 'time' rather than a good time or a bad time"... A is wise.

and, i am exhausted for no apparent reason.
honestly, i am struggling to keep my eyes open here, behind my little counter. let alone provide effecient service.

i want to go and finish "lucky" i sort of have to cut it up with smaller projects... but i want to finish it...