flat

as the title would suggest, i feel very flat today.

probably because
1. i slept very late today. buy this i mean until midday. i should Know by now that this is a stupid thing to do, that gives me terrible headaches and makes me feel hungover.

2. punkrawker86, a regular on my online haunt, knitty coffeeshop, passed away. i cannot remember ever chatting directly to her, or even directly responding to any of her posts. but. it's sort of like if someone in your grade at school passes away. you know them by site. just not personally.
it reminds me of when dave at the library passed away. only i was buddies with dave. it was totally unexpected - he never even let on that he was sick. he just.... went. he had a little girl. we talked about setting up fake satanic alters around the library to creep out the students. we mucked around. then, all of a sudden, he was gone.

3. uni? the weather? the fact i feel apathetic? meh? the fact i have no money due to irrisponsible spending? mosquito bites all over my wrist?


however, it is relatively exciting that i turn 22 next week. on wednesday. 5th. go me. big me. birthday me.

knitting will cheer me up.