beautiful raining day

1.

rain rain happy rain.

it's very beautiful and cold and silky and goooood. i am very much enjoying the rain.

2.

my wallet has been lost. somewhere. i am cautiously optimistic it is in the couch. or under the shit on my floor somewhere. i am going to dig when i get home.

3.

sock! yes! sock! my pleasure has not yet diminished, but my hand started to hurt so i had to stop for a bit. but no mor pain = more sockking.

is that a verb? no? it is now.

4.

oh i love rainy days so so so much.

5.

i had a hot chocolate today. it was awfully good. and delicious banana bread for breakfast.

6.

i've been thinking about makeup again, which is what i always do when my skin gets bad. i need to remind myself of my Feminist Convictions that i don't need to give into a mass cultural notion of female beauty, and my selfhood is not contingent on not having acne scarring and pimples. i get into a debate, proving my points for why i don't need to wear makeup, in order to counter the fact that someone always makes a comment on how i should. i will Grit Teeth And Bare It.