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feeling deeply anxious to the point of wanting to vomit today. included in this is - desire to get haircut, wax eyebrows and not eat in order to afford lazor treatment on my acne scarring. IE, i feel hidous. this is stupid, and i'll get over it. i hate feeling anxious very very much. it is mixed in with a solid, low level depression and a feeling of creative impotence. *pulls blanket over head*
2.
need another job, found one, will apply for it. it's going to be a bitch to do along side my masters, but the idea of paying off my debts is just Too exciting.
3.
i need to cut down internet time again. i am using it in a compulsive, unhealthy, creepy manner. i need to also cut down TV. as a reward, for each 10 books i read, i can buy a new one.
- so far, i have read 'in search of a distant voice,' 'strangers,' 'bridegroom was a dog' 'zen flesh, zen bones,' which is four. six more, and i get to BUY one. whoot.
4. i keep forgetting to eat. this is stupid. god, i need some sort of organisation.
5. i am going with nikhi for her to get her next tattoo today.
6.
damo suzuki is playing tonight which is very exciting.
7.
my new favourite band is def center.
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I want laser hair removal. Really. Messed up hormones and body hair suck.
Take care of yourself. Eat. Sleep. Don't neglect yourself.
You wouldn't suffer from mood swings if you remembered to eat. Your body needs the fuel to keep going on functioning properly. If you don't fuel it, it attacks itself and the resulting imbalances create hormone swings.
Now, nod, say yes Mum and go get something to eat. ;)
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