tired and sickeningly grumpy

yeah.
that sums it up.


i went and got an 'impulse' tattoo this afternoon after work. it's a really small question mark between my breasts, just on the point of the breast bone where my ribs meet. i have been thinking about it for about a week, and waiting to get paid. yes. tattoo number two. i was expecting it to be one hell of a lot more painful, but it barely hurt at all. now, though, i get occasional tingles down my arm, residual shudders. weird.

cousin nikhi is here, hanging around apartment with lachlan and i, i on computer. my WoW character keeps getting obliterated and this shits me even more, because i am Freaking Tired.

it's kind of cool, cause that was where i wanted to get my first tattoo, well over three years ago, in the "olde days" - it was between an oroborus and some weird squiggles, and now i have one there, all this time on - be it tattoo number two, or whatever. i want more ear piercings now.

this is a clear indication that i am overtired and stressed because i want more body mods. fortunately i don't have enough money.


last night was another stupid binge drinking night. -1st degree with chad, on to rics to see the 'ambitious lovers' and then a late night wander home after creamy goo stuff at fat boys. it was spirits, so i had no hangover, at least, but i didn't get home unitl 2 am, and i had to work today. god.
this is a weird tattoo pain, the last one was completely painless once done. this one, keeps making wierd shudders run through me, even onto my face. it's quietly throbbing.

whatever lachlan is cooking for dinner right now smells amazing.