sunnnnier. (well, actually cloudier)

yestudays abject misery has faded somewhat.

i still feel relatively foul, but able to Tackle the World. or, sort of prod the world, reluctantly, looking dishevilled, and scattered and distracted.

i need to make some lists of Things I Need To Do.

and then, i can go forth, conquer my degree work life moving et al.

in the mean time though, i think i am going to scuttle to my apartment and get my kwan yin book and carry it around with me, as well as both sets of mala beads for comfort.
i know that they don't actually bring me 'luck' or make things better or easier. but i feel deeply comforted by them nonetheless. i feel some sort of vague direction, some sort of sense of size, presence place reason meaning.

lachlan is really sick at the moment - bad head cold. the poor lamb just wants to sleep all day.

it's not really that much work. i've gotten a firm handle on SQL, it's ended up being my easiest subject once i am in the labs actually constructing searches.
research subject is still my favourite.

have to somehow apologise to x for my drunken postlecture ramble monday night. feel more than slightly humilated by my stupidity. gooooooooooooood god, elizabeth. no more. enough is enough. no . more . today i am going to the LIBRARY after work, and i am working on my information literacy poster, my issues report on equity, and my analysis of a case study of technology as effecting enterprise architecture. and that other thing... that ... thing. assingment two for reasearch methods.



there are many other things i want to be doing. right. now.
these things do not involve assessment or uni or work or life or Anything.

*sighs*