big bunny is adoring n. being here. she's got an incredible gift with animals, like no one else i have met. it's her beautiful, strong, but amazingly gentle soul. she is the woman who cares for animals - they know deeply how much she loves them, and that she will protect them and care for them and know what to do. the bunnies adore her. well, little bunny is just neutral, but big bunny is overjoyed. some animals connect profoundly with some people and little bunny is a little too... soft... to have that sort of human connection. he likes licking some people more than others - but big bunny, you really get the sense of it, and he knows n. is someone who can be trusted, and who loves him.
right now, n is on skype with her dad, his wife helen and n's lizard, Kali, in toowoomba; he's looking after Kali - she's watching Kali have dinner right now. (kali = bearded dragon). you can see her on the skypes behind me in the photo, as i huggle little un, all shedding away, his little loops of hair floating up and catching on the tip of your nose and tickling it. she's showing them the bunnies, through the internet.
friend b is on couch next to n.
both bunnies out, resulted in a wonderful chase scene around the apartment. it was delightful, neither seemed too upset; little bun is now sitting on the bottom shelf of an empty bookshelf, staring at the shelf's edge, very intently, very still, as though he is a book. it's amazingly adorable.
one needs to classify what one needs. and i am learning, oh yes, i am seeing and defining, people teach us this, and we see deeply unfavorable things in many people, and there is so much one can see is acceptable... i know i need to look for what i need, and i am learning more and more what i want, and not, and loves and losses follow one another, and i am free in this, free in this, and hand over hand, i'll not fall again, now.
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