Wednesday, October 04, 2006

day two

this is going to double as my _ going off pills diary_
mentally, i feel great. not depressed, a little emotionally fragile... (i cried because my phone wasn't working last night...)

the blurry vision thing is strange. i literally can barely focus my eyes. and my body tempurature is doing really unique things. hot then cold then hot then cold. i think i have a fever. i feel blobby and heavy. and buzzy.

somehow, i figure the two amazing-carmela-short-blacks will heal me. or help. she makes phemonenal coffee ever. no joke. this is not my bias because i love her. it is the Honest Truth. my eyes are blobby! nooo!

ok. i am also going to go through my books and photographing them all. then librarythinging them. library thing is so amazing. i love it so crazily. i need more feminist books. that is the joy of non-fiction, you can dip into it so much better.

i am chatting to anne right now, and i love anne. i feel very happy to see her online.

itchy feet. real job. itchyfeetrealjob.
i feel pretty good. physically gross, mentally, on top of the world.

1 comment:

Batty said...

Hang in there. I'll be thinking of you. Going of those medications isn't easy, but you really need to know if you're depressed because there's something chemically wrong, or if there's some problem you really need to be working on. You're being increcibly brave quitting cold turkey.

Feminist literature rocks. Feminist theory rocks. Bitch is one of my favorite magazines. Yay, feminism! Where women can be women, not pretty creatures who change themselves in order to attract the loser who wouldn't have wanted a one night stand with them if they'd weighed only two pounds more because fat chicks are, like, gross.

Feminism is what makes us people.